The unknown is like a big puzzle with a missing puzzle piece. That is kind of what I feel like now. I am missing a piece to my puzzle. A missing element to the big picture. I have been on the job hunt and it is a scary place to be right now. On the other hand, I can't help but believe that God has something better for me.
I am a "get it done" kind of girl...I want all my ducks in a row. So this little bit of my life isn't figured out right now and it stirs my soul. I am trying to find the calm. That part is easy when my kiddos are around because when I am with them, I try to just be with them, to breathe in those precious moments and I am not thinking about an uncertain future or the million other things running around in this crowded head of mine.
I am so happy it is summer, I have been enjoying cuddle time with my girl since she sprained her ankle, organizing around our home, cooking for them, long talks with my boys. It is a good time to not have everything figured out.
That part will come. For now...I am going to enjoy the moment, relax with a cup of tea and soak in a summer that will part from me way to quickly.
I hope you lovelies are enjoying every second of summer so far. Thanks for all the comments and support as of late...It is so appreciated, You all are amazing!!!