looking up while letting others down

                                   I am a bit down today...
                       our trip to Ohio had to be postponed and
        my kiddos are Not happy with me right now. Yucky feeling.

I hate when I let others down, It hurts my spirit. I know sometimes, it can't be helped, but just the same, I hate it.  Hurt, hurts...there is no getting around that.  even best intentions can't take away hurt.  I pray that when I do mess up that I am forgiven. I look up to God to give me answers and help me to do better the next time.

God is so good that way, He knows my heart and knows I would never want to hurt

others,  that I don't want to let anyone down.

It is difficult, always making the right decisions. I think the word always, is a set up.

We can't always do everything right, right?  It is not realistic.

Still, hurting others, hurts. Both sides stink.

I do believe that if you are living in love and try to be

the best version of yourself that you can be,

then people will know your heart.

I think that is the most

we can ask

for.