The unknown

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Remember when you were young and nothing was scary.  Your bravery was in abundance and there was no stopping you?  As we get older, we gain wisdom. We know when to be afraid and when to go for it.  But should we ever be afraid? Today I know that God is bigger than any problem or situation I face....so what's the deal about fear? 

The unknown is like a big puzzle with a missing puzzle piece.  That is kind of what I feel like now.  I am missing a piece to my puzzle.  A missing element to the big picture.  I have been on the job hunt and it is a scary place to be right now.  On the other hand, I can't help but believe that God has something better for me. 

I am a "get it done" kind of girl...I want all my ducks in a row.  So this little bit of my life isn't figured out right now and it stirs my soul.  I am trying to find the calm.  That part is easy when my kiddos are around because when I am with them, I try to just be with them, to breathe in those precious moments and I am not thinking about an uncertain future or the million other things running around in this crowded head of mine.

I am so happy it is summer, I have been enjoying cuddle time with my girl since she sprained her ankle, organizing around our home, cooking for them, long talks with my boys. It is a good time to not have everything figured out.

That part will come. For now...I am going to enjoy the moment, relax with a cup of tea and soak in a summer that will part from me way to quickly. 

I hope you lovelies are enjoying every second of summer so far. Thanks for all the comments and support as of late...It is so appreciated, You all are amazing!!!